no matter how much I love him...I just know he doesn't feel the same.
i really want to believe it when he says he loves me but for some reason i just dont feel that from him.
i think im just gonna go with a flow with him. dont take anything serious.
just go out and travel when its permitted. go visit my family and old friends a little more often until the day i move back to my homeland.
dont get me wrong, hes a great guy but he isn't going to go far for me like i would for him.
the weird thing is... i am okay with it. my next step is go with a flow until hes ready for the real talk.