Some day I'll look back and laugh. Maybe. Or some day I'll open my eyes and learn. I hope. I really hope that through all this, I find peace. I feel as if I put so much into someone else, I put others before my own needs, I sacrifice, I'm too forgiving, I'm so open minded and so willing to keep trying, even when it hurts me. Why.. I really wonder why. But I don't think that kind of "why" is what eats me on the inside.
But why can't I receive the same back?