Am I an asshole for dating other people, knowing what Dom wanted from me? I feel like I'm missing something but then what do I know about love? Nobody teaches me about it, never had parents in growing up. I had to grow up quickly and I had to learn the hard way and then taught my younger siblings so they don't repeat the mistake.
I don't think I'll ever fall in love again. I think my soulmate is still in somebody's balls or died.
I just want somebody to take my breath away.
My brother got his own family to take care of.
I got my autistic sister that I have to take care of her for the rest of her life. I'm going to be bringing her along with me everywhere I go.
I hope she'll like living in States as soon as I graduate at college with Social Work license.
I didn't think I'd move back to California again but I think I might....but but but...it's gonna be in San Diego, or Riverside, but never back to Sacramento again.
off the subject for a second, is it really normal for a 40 years old woman to get THIS horny????
Like what the fuck is going on?
Fuck. I don't like fucking strangers but I need a dick or some pussy to ride on. I mean....I need a human body to help me cum...........
to get this out of my system!!
Oh god...I feel stupid.